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dear_mun2012-05-08 02:15 pm
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On recent drop from a game, even the best decisions don't come without pain.
Yeah.
So..there's that whole "I had to die to leave" think. I'm really not great about that. Oh sure I know technically it wasn't really me, so technically it wasn't really him I was leaving behind. But that doesn't make it any easier. Whatever else happened, he was there and he made up for a lot.
I know that place needed a crusader for truth and justice like it needed a hole in the hull, but..there are aspects of it I'll miss. I made some great friends there that I probably won't get to see again.
On the other hand weekly torture experiments, those I will not be missing. Broken bones, being beat almost to death, shocked, knocked out, yelled at, threatened these things I could do without on a regular basis.
So if you get it in your head to send me somewhere else, please check out the place first? Let's avoid the places that intentionally want to mess with my head or body any more than real life already does.
So..there's that whole "I had to die to leave" think. I'm really not great about that. Oh sure I know technically it wasn't really me, so technically it wasn't really him I was leaving behind. But that doesn't make it any easier. Whatever else happened, he was there and he made up for a lot.
I know that place needed a crusader for truth and justice like it needed a hole in the hull, but..there are aspects of it I'll miss. I made some great friends there that I probably won't get to see again.
On the other hand weekly torture experiments, those I will not be missing. Broken bones, being beat almost to death, shocked, knocked out, yelled at, threatened these things I could do without on a regular basis.
So if you get it in your head to send me somewhere else, please check out the place first? Let's avoid the places that intentionally want to mess with my head or body any more than real life already does.