Saiguuji Sion (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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dear_mun2012-05-07 09:58 pm
restorefromsave) wrote in dear_mun2012-05-07 09:58 pm
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[Fuuuuuu--]
Nothing. A twisted sense of humor.
[Fuuuuuu--]
Nothing. A twisted sense of humor.
Don't think about it. I said it's nothing.
[ irritated :T ]
Aah yes yes, because I obviously shouldn't think about anything!
Aah yes yes, because I obviously shouldn't think about anything!
[Dammit Kazuki, you and your feelings inducing.]
Her sense of humor is crude. I don't want to go along with it. Or discuss it.
Crude...?
[ note quite getting that immediately ]
[ note quite getting that immediately ]
[WHY ARE WE HAVING THIS DISCUSSION OH MY GOD KAZUKI NO MEANS NO.]
...Perverse.
...Perverse.
O...Oh!!
[ yeah his cheeks are going bright red ] Well that's... actually pretty typical!
[ yeah his cheeks are going bright red ] Well that's... actually pretty typical!
I'm aware.
[...Changing the subject in the vain hope of let's never talk about this again.]
You died. [Here something I can be upset about. Quietly.]
[...Changing the subject in the vain hope of let's never talk about this again.]
You died. [Here something I can be upset about. Quietly.]
[Touching. It's a thing that is happening. Or more to the point, Sion reaches out and places his hand on Kazuki's throat, confirming the pulse and the warmth and the life.]
[Upset, but only barely visibly so.]
You were supposed to be more careful.
[Upset, but only barely visibly so.]
You were supposed to be more careful.
[ Skips a beat, then reaches out to grasp Sion's arm and raises his eyes to meet Sion's own purple ones. He's not seeking an answer, and even appears to be upset himself. But the situation calls to be direct. ]
You've got it wrong!
You've got it wrong!
[Upsetting Kazuki wasn't the main intention here. He just... Wanted to affirm it. He's alive, somehow. And he's alright. And anything else means very little Sion. Except it does mean something to him, he's being selfish. And Kazuki is looking distressed and that is also not desirable.]
[Shit.]
How so...?
[Shit.]
How so...?
I was... as careful as I could get.
[ Kazuki eases up his grip on Sion's arm, and instead drop his head lightly on Sion's shoulder now. ] But everything's alright now.
[ Kazuki eases up his grip on Sion's arm, and instead drop his head lightly on Sion's shoulder now. ] But everything's alright now.
Ah... don't mind them. It encourages them.
[Lifts his free arm to place a hand gently on the back of Kazuki's neck.]
[...]
[He wants to yell at Kazuki for dying. But he can't when Kazuki is alright. When it is, in a way, his own fault for not being with Kazuki to protect him, right? So he ducks his head and looks down at the top of Kazuki's head and is silent.]
[...]
[He wants to yell at Kazuki for dying. But he can't when Kazuki is alright. When it is, in a way, his own fault for not being with Kazuki to protect him, right? So he ducks his head and looks down at the top of Kazuki's head and is silent.]
Maybe, but they seem to take silence as consent.
[ Kazuki is content to stay like that a moment, sensing that Sion needs it and he himself also taking comfort from the touch, breathing in deeply. Even though all of that's already happened, it is a particular topic that's too heavy for him to dwell on long. ]
[Sion's already sorry he brought it up. Even if it still bugs him a lot. And nothing is resolved with this embrace but he doesn't want to pursue it either. So he will just stand with his hand pressing Kazuki's head against his shoulder, gentle and firm, until Kazuki makes a move to break the moment.]
[He will shift though, to raise the arm Kazuki is clutching, embrace Kazuki with that as well, palm pressed to the back of his shoulder.]
[He will shift though, to raise the arm Kazuki is clutching, embrace Kazuki with that as well, palm pressed to the back of his shoulder.]
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