Apr. 14th, 2018

beaarthurwilson: (sultry)
[personal profile] beaarthurwilson
Dude. Seriously. LET ME GO.

You still play me in another game. Where I'm my happy, nutty, hypersexual self. But this other one... damn. Too much damage has been done. Losing my best friends was bad enough. It sucked harder than... well... than me.

But I could deal. But losing Kat? And then right after, losing Haley and Maya? Dude. I tap the fuck out. Seriously.

Yes, I know everyone keeps trying to make us feel bad. "Oh, but you still have Diego. And the baby." like that just makes everything fucking better. Kat was every fucking bit my soulmate as Diego, jackass. You really think I'm gonna come back from that?

But noooo... you just keep me around. To be depressed, to be a shell of my old self, and to be the melodramatic asshole I used to laugh at everyone else for being.

I beg you, dude.

LET. ME. GO.