Namie Yagiri (
neverlikeddolls) wrote in
dear_mun2012-03-24 01:21 pm
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Mundane.
Do I really have to list my reasons for disagreeing with your assessment that this is absolutely the best idea and that you should proceed with my blessing? Don't get me wrong, the thought of being able to enjoy that my life will no longer be plagued by those I wish to be rid of is all very well, except that it's not like that, is it? Because my Seiji isn't going to be there, and instead I get that puffed-up kid who thinks his head-in-the-cloud cliches are all he needs to get by in Ikebukuro and some other kid I neither know nor care about.
Oh wait, I'm sorry. It's not just them. I get that infernal cockroach as well. And don't think it's escaped me that you plan to ensure we cannot simply ignore each other. Do you think I enjoy being in his debt? Actually, don't answer that. I'm sure I'd rather not know.
I'd urge you to reconsider if I thought there was any point. But that's fine. I'll make this work for me - I always do. I'll just thank you to make sure you don't get in my way.
Do I really have to list my reasons for disagreeing with your assessment that this is absolutely the best idea and that you should proceed with my blessing? Don't get me wrong, the thought of being able to enjoy that my life will no longer be plagued by those I wish to be rid of is all very well, except that it's not like that, is it? Because my Seiji isn't going to be there, and instead I get that puffed-up kid who thinks his head-in-the-cloud cliches are all he needs to get by in Ikebukuro and some other kid I neither know nor care about.
Oh wait, I'm sorry. It's not just them. I get that infernal cockroach as well. And don't think it's escaped me that you plan to ensure we cannot simply ignore each other. Do you think I enjoy being in his debt? Actually, don't answer that. I'm sure I'd rather not know.
I'd urge you to reconsider if I thought there was any point. But that's fine. I'll make this work for me - I always do. I'll just thank you to make sure you don't get in my way.
