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dear_mun2016-03-08 08:13 pm
reluctantaccessory) wrote in dear_mun2016-03-08 08:13 pm
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The Price of Freedom.
Regardless of how you may feel about your sudden decision to drop... I'm not going back there a third time and I don't think you should either. We're just not the type for that whole "game" thing everyone seems to like so much. It's not as if life is exactly letting you focus on things as much as you used to be able to either. (She shakes her head and then sighs. When did she turn into such the good adult?) Besides, regardless of how I may feel and trust me I don't feel that way. At all. Because I don't feel that way.
There isn't much of a point.
All my friends are gone now, aren't they?
Well, okay, I guess they were not really my friends in the sense of what most people would call friends, but I don't know, I liked talking to them. I was learning how to do things too. (She frowns slightly.) But, I mean, they had their reasons, right? Their muns anyway. And you also have your reasons too. I can miss them, though. I still never got to watch that show either...
(Annnnnd.)
He's gone too. (Now she looks a bit heartbroken.) But, I mean, its not like I expected anything else, you know? I bet this time it's forever too, but people do that, right? They drift in and out of each other's lives. It's just now it is. It's not always a bad thing, it's not always a great thing either. It just is. Reasons or not. People just do that eventually. Sometimes it's a day, other times a lot longer. So, that just means I have a lot of good memories, I guess.
("Well, what now?")
Wellllll, I don't know about you, but... (A pause.)
What I am going to do now? (Marie smiles and lets herself lean back slightly, almost like she is looking up. The sun feels nice today.) I haven't thought about it. But, I think I'm going to just do some things I want to do for once. It's been too long since I've actually felt like I could...
I mean, I knew I was giving that all up... don't get me wrong... but, well, I...
I'll be fine. Promise. It's the other guy you have to watch out for, but we're all strong. We can deal with doing things our own way. So, don't worry about us. We're just free now.
There isn't much of a point.
All my friends are gone now, aren't they?
Well, okay, I guess they were not really my friends in the sense of what most people would call friends, but I don't know, I liked talking to them. I was learning how to do things too. (She frowns slightly.) But, I mean, they had their reasons, right? Their muns anyway. And you also have your reasons too. I can miss them, though. I still never got to watch that show either...
(Annnnnd.)
He's gone too. (Now she looks a bit heartbroken.) But, I mean, its not like I expected anything else, you know? I bet this time it's forever too, but people do that, right? They drift in and out of each other's lives. It's just now it is. It's not always a bad thing, it's not always a great thing either. It just is. Reasons or not. People just do that eventually. Sometimes it's a day, other times a lot longer. So, that just means I have a lot of good memories, I guess.
("Well, what now?")
Wellllll, I don't know about you, but... (A pause.)
What I am going to do now? (Marie smiles and lets herself lean back slightly, almost like she is looking up. The sun feels nice today.) I haven't thought about it. But, I think I'm going to just do some things I want to do for once. It's been too long since I've actually felt like I could...
I mean, I knew I was giving that all up... don't get me wrong... but, well, I...
I'll be fine. Promise. It's the other guy you have to watch out for, but we're all strong. We can deal with doing things our own way. So, don't worry about us. We're just free now.