On potential castmates coming to rubycity_rp

[in_loveless_memory]

I'm not happy about it.

I'm not...

If they come... what... what would even happen?

I wouldn't even know what to do.

At the same time? This is... well I... what am I supposed to do if they both show up? We can't just go back to the way we were, to the way things used to be. It doesn't work like that, mun.

Not after everything, things aren't ever going to be the way they used to be.

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[7_of_septimal]

He seems to like that, doing things that make it impossible to go back to they way they were.

[in_loveless_memory]

Everyone seems to know so much more about both of them than I do.

... you going to tell me some new information about my brother again?

[7_of_septimal]

I thought you had already heard most of it from moonless.

Do you still have your good luck charm?

[in_loveless_memory]

I heard it, I'm not sure why I should believe it. Why would Seimei even do something like that? What... who says it's not another lie?

Ah... I... no. Not where I'm at.

[7_of_septimal]

You have to decide whether you believe them or not, or if you believe anything that we've told you. But has anything I've said been a lie?

You should get another, if those two are going to be there you'll need one.

[in_loveless_memory]

To be fair, none of you have exactly made me trust you. You were all trying to either kidnap me, murder my brother, or both. Not exactly instilling the warm and fuzzy feelings with that.

I have way worse to worry about... my mun wants me to lose an eye.

[7_of_septimal]

Ritsu and Nagisa can be pretty dramatic and over the top at times. We weren't really sure whether you were like Seimei at all.

That's something that's pretty serious to think about with a kid. If you want to wear an eye patch like Natsu it doesn't have to be that serious. Even Ritsu has been having a hard time after being blinded.

[in_loveless_memory]

Gee, and you thought the way to find out was kidnapping me? Aren't you supposed to be the voice of reason in that big vat of crazy?

She always does something like this. Usually it's just straight up murdering me, guess she wanted something different this time around.

And I don't care about Ritsu-sensei, not even a little bit.

[7_of_septimal]

Actually my idea was the game. The other ideas were those two and it was without really telling me much, just that they were interested in Loveless. I'm not sure they even read half my reports. [And she doesn't really venture out to follow up with them in person often.]

I figured, but I'm just saying it's hard. Even if it's one eye there's all kind of adjustments that you'd have to make.

[in_loveless_memory]

There's not much that's interesting about me.

Depth-perception, eye-hand coordination, balance, and the fact that there's a specific person doing it? I'm aware how much this will suck.

[7_of_septimal]

Actually you're a really interesting kid. I enjoyed out meetings.

Is there anyone to help?

[in_loveless_memory]

[He goes red in the face. He is not interesting!] I-I am not!

Uh... sorta?

[7_of_septimal]

[Cute. Now she wishes she could give him another charm.]

Sort of? So you've made a few friends?

[in_loveless_memory]

Er... one or two...

It's not easy for me.

[7_of_septimal]

[It was more than her, really she only had Nagisa.]

But you're improving at opening up to others.

[in_loveless_memory]

I... guess?

It's weird. The concept of making friends... of opening up?

They won't actually like the truth. No one ever does.

[7_of_septimal]

That's the scary part, whether they'll accept it even if they don't like it and if you'll still be friends.

[in_loveless_memory]

Must be why I have so few. They never like it.

[7_of_septimal]

Or that we're bad at opening up about the reason we don't trust people.

[in_loveless_memory]

Well, I had a hard enough time before the Septimal Moon and the Academy, you guys just added your own brand of messed up to my already complicated life.

You tell people the truth and suddenly you're treated like you're made of glass, when all you wanted was to feel like everyone else.

[7_of_septimal]

If it involves Seimei everything is complicated. [Yep she's pretty sure all the problems you have are his fault in some way.]

It's because they care, they want to help and just don't know how. They probably want to fix what's wrong, but it's not that simple. But who are your friends?

[in_loveless_memory]

You don't get to blame Seimei for everything when you all had an equal part in a messed up idea of murdering him. I would do what I could not to be killed either.

I don't think you've heard of them. But uh, Padme Amidala and Ciel Phantomhive are my two... closest in the game I'm at.

[7_of_septimal]

[Touche]

I haven't, but it's good to know you admit to having friends.

[in_loveless_memory]

.... Friends isn't quite the word. A friend is something... important to me. [Ritsuka didn't call someone friend out the gate.]

Friends have to accept the truth of what I am, I guess.

[7_of_septimal]

That's the way it's supposed to be.

And they haven't?