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Homeless and would love to come across fellow WD rpers!
[Soft yet broken little smile]
I don’t think your silly or crazy cause ya decided to pick me up after...[a pause] after what happened. At least I’m able to still live through your heart and ya said you’ve been round this parts before, so I trust you know what you’re doin and where we’re both goin. This place looks like I good start, glad ya brought me here even if ya are havin doubts. Really wish ya wouldn’t, I really ain’t that hard to understand. I’m pretty quick on my feet, I’m strong. Even if people are a thinkin I’m just another dead girl. I ain’t, ya see that. Lots of people do. I can sing if ya want? Ease your mind. I like to sing, haven’t gotten to in a pretty good long time.
I know you’re worried mun, worried cause you’re bringin me in so late. Fraid people might judge? I understand, I’m far from gone in their world but here we are. Better to start here than no where, right? Haven’t seen any walkers round that’s gonna be a plus ? [Offers another little smile]. We ain’t got time to be scared, be afraid. I’m past that now. I know you’re worried bout the others. Rick, Daryl, Maggie, Carol, everybody. [She lowers her head slightly in shame, large eyes starting to water] So am I. Know Daryl and Rick are blamin themselves for this, know Maggie might be too. I know all of ‘em are hurtin cause of me. I ain’t stupid. Hurtin cause of what I did, what I did back there and what “appened to me. Know what I did had consequences, might notta been the best idea but I don’t regret it. I had to do it, mun. Ya understand dotcha ? She was gonna take Noah back, might hurt ‘im or worse. Coulda went after Rick, Daryl, all of ‘em. I couldn’t let that happen. Had to show her that I wasn’t scared of her, that she didn’t have any power of me or Noah. I did good...[Says with a soft determination in her soft Southern drawl]
[She drawls in a shaky breath, licks her bottom lip as more tears threaten to spill down her still bruised and gashed face] Ya think if we stumble cross ‘em I can talk to ‘em? Tell ‘em all how sorry I am? How much I miss ‘em and that everything is gonna be alright now even without me? I promise I wont stay with ‘em long, just really wanna see ‘em all again.
[She glances up, giving another little smile, this time a bit bright as she moves to gently brush away some loose strains of yellow hair]
I think you and me are gonna be just fine, mun. I’ll protect you and you just don’t forget bout me. It’s time for a fresh start and I’m ready. We still have jobs to do.
