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dear_mun2014-07-28 07:20 pm
lessergrail) wrote in dear_mun2014-07-28 07:20 pm
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maybe possibly reviving dead-ish muse....??? trying to find her voice again
It's been a while, huh? [ exaggerated sigh ] Geez. So, what does this mean, exactly? I'll accept the dubious honor of being the first character you attempt to pick up again after your big break, as well as your claim that its concurrence with the recent announcement is a mere coincidence, but you just being suddenly interested in playing me again doesn't have to mean anything. Sorry, but your track record so far doesn't inspire a lot of confidence in me. I know exactly what's going to happen. You'll get excited, play me for a while, and then suddenly just lose interest all over again because you never put any proper thought into these decisions. Come o-o-o-on! The very least you can do is try looking for a place to put me in that don't seem completely bo-ri-n-g!
..."A normal, happy life", huh? I see. Well, I appreciate the sentiment, and it's a nice thought, but if you want to actually play me in a game where it will work out, that's not enough! You'll probably get as bored with that as I will eventually. If you're going for that kind of thing, at least out some effort into your search instead of jumping to the first place you see. Now you listen! If you're doing this, I want you to find me someplace good, not some small second-rate throwaway game, and while you're at it, one where I don't have to be all alone with nobody I know, 'cause that would be boring too. If that's too much effort for you, maybe you shouldn't be attempting to play me in the first place, hmmm?
...What was that? Hey! Don't call me a brat!
..."A normal, happy life", huh? I see. Well, I appreciate the sentiment, and it's a nice thought, but if you want to actually play me in a game where it will work out, that's not enough! You'll probably get as bored with that as I will eventually. If you're going for that kind of thing, at least out some effort into your search instead of jumping to the first place you see. Now you listen! If you're doing this, I want you to find me someplace good, not some small second-rate throwaway game, and while you're at it, one where I don't have to be all alone with nobody I know, 'cause that would be boring too. If that's too much effort for you, maybe you shouldn't be attempting to play me in the first place, hmmm?
...What was that? Hey! Don't call me a brat!
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He has been getting better at replying back sooner...
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You must seize everything that life throws at you, and make it happy and good, even if it isn't! You can't let life run you, your life is your own - make it run the way YOU want it to run!!
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But I guess your words aren't entirely incorrect. I agree with the general principle, but something that's much easier said than done, you know.
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But I'll think you'll be alright. I don't think anyone could really have it in them to punish you. Especially when you're so soft on them. Unless they're really, unforgivably cruel! [ Someone like her... (although not nearly as much at the canon point I'm playing her at). ]
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You're right. I shouldn't worry so much. [this mun's HF!Shirou, on the other hand...]
So what kind of game would you want to be in, Illya?
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He wants me to get into fights still. I swear, he loves action scenes...
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Things are just as easily said as done - one must simply master the ability to stop worrying and just DO IT. Any task has the capacity to be daunting or simple, depending upon the perspective of the viewer.