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dear_mun2014-03-08 10:35 am
secondshift) wrote in dear_mun2014-03-08 10:35 am
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On the anniversary of her husband's death.
Just leave me alone, today. Don't put me in any memes. Don't think about any games. Just let me live my life, today, and mourn the wonderful, amazing man who should be living his, but for an idiot holding a grudge.
Yeah, it's not fun for me. And you're right, if it's anything like my birthday, nobody I play with is going to notice anyway. I'm not even sure Justin and Harvey are still here, and Mike is probably off conquering the world. I'd love to see them, but I doubt any of them will want to spend time with me when I'm at my worst.
But even so? It's a part of my life. It's a day to remember a man that was a huge influence on me. One day, out of all the others you have to have fun with me and make me drunk text people and whatever else you come up with.
Today is for me, and my son, and Chris. God rest his soul.
Yeah, it's not fun for me. And you're right, if it's anything like my birthday, nobody I play with is going to notice anyway. I'm not even sure Justin and Harvey are still here, and Mike is probably off conquering the world. I'd love to see them, but I doubt any of them will want to spend time with me when I'm at my worst.
But even so? It's a part of my life. It's a day to remember a man that was a huge influence on me. One day, out of all the others you have to have fun with me and make me drunk text people and whatever else you come up with.
Today is for me, and my son, and Chris. God rest his soul.