on mun trying to keep several balls in the air;

[downplaying]

There is no art to playing around with balls. Any small child (or gay man) knows how to do that. The art is keeping them all in the air at once and currently, you are dropping balls left and right. If you can't maintain your focus, I suggest you make a few selective choices and cut down on the stimuli.

Haven't you heard? Less can be more.