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dear_mun2014-02-05 06:07 pm
familytradition) wrote in dear_mun2014-02-05 06:07 pm
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mun has a horrible fascination with problematic characters
What exactly is the point of this?
I have... things will play out a certain way for me and we both know it. Given what happens I won't change that; things could end differently, possibly worse.
It's not that I wouldn't rather have had things be better; I'm just not willing to risk people on my behalf. I've known all my life what it meant to be a soldier and what might be expected of me, what was expected of my parents. I'm not afraid of that.
With all that said, if this is a chance to have a different life without endangering others because I'm not back there; I'd be lying if I said it isn't appealing.
If people can be safe, and that is nonnegotiable, I wouldn't mind being here.
Take some time, think about it, and we can talk.
I have... things will play out a certain way for me and we both know it. Given what happens I won't change that; things could end differently, possibly worse.
It's not that I wouldn't rather have had things be better; I'm just not willing to risk people on my behalf. I've known all my life what it meant to be a soldier and what might be expected of me, what was expected of my parents. I'm not afraid of that.
With all that said, if this is a chance to have a different life without endangering others because I'm not back there; I'd be lying if I said it isn't appealing.
If people can be safe, and that is nonnegotiable, I wouldn't mind being here.
Take some time, think about it, and we can talk.