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dear_mun2013-12-31 02:39 am
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On bonus chapter, ending and having Mun's and Muse' heart ripped
Mundane I do not regret it. I've loved her since she opened her precious eyes and as they looked up at me, asking to be protected, I loved her more. Each day her actions and smile made me love her lighthearted nature even more than I could ever imagine. I don't regret it because it was all for her.
I know its painful, I've endured much pain too. I wish for nothing more but to spend every second, minute and hour loving her and feeling her warmth. It pains me greatly that I had to offer her hand to him. Though I have no doubt he is worthy however she is still mine just as my heart shall forever belong to her loving arms. I've held her in these arms for far too many times that I wish nothing else but death to anyone who shall hold her frail form in the way that only I have the right to.
Regret? I have no right to regret my decision when it gave her 1000 peaceful years. It is much preferred to living thousands of years like an empty shell I once was. There is no sacrifice too great when it comes to Yuuki's happiness and safety.
[But your baby!!]
Don't mistake my lack of remorse for lack of pain. It hurts me greatly that he held her so tenderly. Every moment she dug her teeth onto his skin broke every fiber of my being. It is I who was supposed to find delight at the presence of our child's tiny heartbeat within her womb. It is I who was supposed to take care of her during the years of her pregnancy and to see our child born. It was my divine right to hold my daughter every waking moment and give in to her every need and whim. It is my place to support and protect my family as the head of the Kuran family...yet I gave it all to him to make sure that my Yuuki will forever be safe.
I know its painful, I've endured much pain too. I wish for nothing more but to spend every second, minute and hour loving her and feeling her warmth. It pains me greatly that I had to offer her hand to him. Though I have no doubt he is worthy however she is still mine just as my heart shall forever belong to her loving arms. I've held her in these arms for far too many times that I wish nothing else but death to anyone who shall hold her frail form in the way that only I have the right to.
Regret? I have no right to regret my decision when it gave her 1000 peaceful years. It is much preferred to living thousands of years like an empty shell I once was. There is no sacrifice too great when it comes to Yuuki's happiness and safety.
[But your baby!!]
Don't mistake my lack of remorse for lack of pain. It hurts me greatly that he held her so tenderly. Every moment she dug her teeth onto his skin broke every fiber of my being. It is I who was supposed to find delight at the presence of our child's tiny heartbeat within her womb. It is I who was supposed to take care of her during the years of her pregnancy and to see our child born. It was my divine right to hold my daughter every waking moment and give in to her every need and whim. It is my place to support and protect my family as the head of the Kuran family...yet I gave it all to him to make sure that my Yuuki will forever be safe.
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It's okay, Daddy. Mama told me all about you.
[Going to hug him.]
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And then there was the mention of their child.... That's when she lost her composure. Kimiko was with Zero at the moment, so she made her way finding Kaname. Once she did, she flung her arms around him and hugged him.
She went to open her mouth, but nothing came out at first.]
Everything is okay. Thank you.
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I swear I'm done now
Father.... I missed not being able to get to know you as I grew up, but I most definitely love you just as much. You're here now, right?
hahaha XD
<3