Saft Nivalis Goldenscale (
whitescalesbigmouth) wrote in
dear_mun2013-12-28 05:18 pm
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Yay for new games and not so much yay but slight angst over something else?
First of, thanks for letting me try somewhere new. I mean fair enough it's not exactly what you were looking for but hey, there should be some fun times ahead if I play my cards right.
...See what I did there? Seeing as there are people in that campus place who play car- forget it.
As for the other things going on with me right now?
...
Well, I'm not sure how things are gonna go for me. I wouldn't have been able to grow up if I had stayed by that person's side any longer. I'm doing what's best for me...even if I'm not with the right sort of people. I'll make it through okay? Besides, I don't exactly have anyone to go crying to if this all blows up in my face so I have to put on a brave face regardless of what happens.
...See what I did there? Seeing as there are people in that campus place who play car- forget it.
As for the other things going on with me right now?
...
Well, I'm not sure how things are gonna go for me. I wouldn't have been able to grow up if I had stayed by that person's side any longer. I'm doing what's best for me...even if I'm not with the right sort of people. I'll make it through okay? Besides, I don't exactly have anyone to go crying to if this all blows up in my face so I have to put on a brave face regardless of what happens.

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Campus, hmm? Found somewhere to play, girly?
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Don't tell me, you'll miss me.
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It's about time I did too, I was fed up of being held back and not really getting to be part of the action. I'm fed up of being lied to all the time...especially by people I thought who were supposed to care.
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That's going to be so weird having to go through again.
Especially since that me might not trust you so much, then again I'm still not entirely sure how much I trust you right now. There's still some things I haven't shared with you. [She brings her hand up to her neck and rubs at her choker just a little.]
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Trust me, I....I know the feeling. With a little well placed intent and some hard work, however, I'm sure you'll get as much action as you're looking for.
[Hans raises a brow at Saft, folding his hands behind his back.]
Perhaps even moreso, if you're willing to fight for it.
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Oh, don't worry about that, girly. It will be fun, no doubt about it... I look forward to meeting you again... And Snake, of course.
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[Ugh, Someone else who gets it! See Snake, her feelings aren't exactly unwarranted here. There's plenty of people who feel the same way and get just as upset about being treat like they have been.]
I thought I was getting somewhere with him, but it turned out he just...
keeping way too much from me, especially when I already opened up to him about some really personal stuff.
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What exactly are Liquid - I mean The Boss' plans for Snake?
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Hhmmm? Why do you want to know that? [ He grins. ] Heh, still worried about the old man, eh?
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I-I'm completely loyal to both you and Liquid now, I couldn't care less about him...
[...Okay, so maybe she's a little worried about him and the others.]
All I care about now is making him see what a stupid old fool he is. I'll enjoy beating him, it's all I've been looking forward to since you took me in.
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Then that's good. Don't worry about anything else. We'll handle the minor details.
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[There's a little bit of a wince when he approaches her, it's mostly because she's still not used to the fact that Ocelot seems to enjoy breaking into her personal bubble.]
Mm...
GO. PLAY. HAVE FUN.
Now, go have fun.
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[Hans takes a step forwards, peering at Saft over her shoulder.]
I'm not about to delve into your personal problems, but.....well, like I said I know how you feel, more than you know. Perhaps going somewhere new will help.
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I can't complain he's been pretty good to me but then I found out some things about him that just kinda shook me up a little.
But you're right, maybe by taking some time away from him I'll feel better.
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Well....not everyone is how they seem, you know. We all have secrets.
Some are just darker than others.
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Uh...judging from your clothes, you're some kind of nobility aren't you?
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[And suddenly there's a guy who's dipping his head slightly to you, Saft.]
Prince Hans of the Southern Isles. And to whom do I owe the pleasure?
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Oh gosh, No! Don't you be worrying about your manners! I'm the one who's supposed to be all bowy and stuff! I am SO sorry!
[You've activated Saft's adorable awkward derp ability, Hans and she was trying so hard to play it all cool and stuff too.]
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Well it would be obscene for me to not be acting cordial in the presence of a lady such as yourself. ...And besides, you seem headstrong. I can already tell that you and I would see eye to eye.
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I mean look at me.
[Goddammit, why do men do this to her? Stop telling the girl she's more than she is. She likes to be plain invisible unladylike Saft.]
There's gotta be some better examples out there right?
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[Oops, forgetting her manners now.]
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