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dear_mun2013-12-23 07:32 am
avatar_amon) wrote in dear_mun2013-12-23 07:32 am
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Multiple confessions on the muse's part.
There is no need to view this as 'confession' post. I simply have lived through too much to be foolish. I cannot afford it.
Even if it only here, I would like you to seek someone out. Someone who understands the importance of being the Avatar, someone who I can discuss matters with seriously. Because yes, I will admit to being uncertain as to the future of my own world. I don't fear dying as such. How can I, when I of all of people will surely reincarnate into a position of power with a bit more wisdom and a better start? I fear dying before my job is done and I can prevent the problems that plague my world. I am meant to keep balance. If I have not maintained it, I have no more right to die than I have to live.
It has taken me some time, but yes, I of all people request a game that takes away my powers. I cannot allow myself to be corrupted by my ability to bloodbend. Before I had it, I was unarguably a better person. Perhaps time without it could restore some of who I used to be. That will be critical to helping me fulfill my duties in the long run. As much as I worked for my bending, I must do as Master Tenzin says and work on myself, as well.
And a place with Avatar Aang present... alright, that is a confession. He is my opposite, but I need some form of guidance from an Avatar that came before me. I cannot continue on my own and expect to perform my duties optimally. This is a matter of strategy. Sometimes the best thing a man can do is know when to ask for help.
Even if it only here, I would like you to seek someone out. Someone who understands the importance of being the Avatar, someone who I can discuss matters with seriously. Because yes, I will admit to being uncertain as to the future of my own world. I don't fear dying as such. How can I, when I of all of people will surely reincarnate into a position of power with a bit more wisdom and a better start? I fear dying before my job is done and I can prevent the problems that plague my world. I am meant to keep balance. If I have not maintained it, I have no more right to die than I have to live.
It has taken me some time, but yes, I of all people request a game that takes away my powers. I cannot allow myself to be corrupted by my ability to bloodbend. Before I had it, I was unarguably a better person. Perhaps time without it could restore some of who I used to be. That will be critical to helping me fulfill my duties in the long run. As much as I worked for my bending, I must do as Master Tenzin says and work on myself, as well.
And a place with Avatar Aang present... alright, that is a confession. He is my opposite, but I need some form of guidance from an Avatar that came before me. I cannot continue on my own and expect to perform my duties optimally. This is a matter of strategy. Sometimes the best thing a man can do is know when to ask for help.