On the death of her meta role model

[tessanne]

...What do you mean I don't get to be upset that Ryan Fletcher's dead? I know he's not from my canon, but I don't have a canon, and he was awesome!

I wanted to be like him. I mean, he went from being a guy that worked at a desk to a high-ranking government official, and he always had great hair.

If he could go all the way up the ranks of the CIA just by working hard and being smart, and go from being a guest star to a main character, that makes me feel like I could be in charge of my own law firm someday. Especially with Will helping me. Maybe I could fit into somebody else's story and make a difference somehow.

I don't need to become a spy or anything (look at me, I don't have the arms for that), I just like other characters who make me feel less strange, okay?

So if you don't mind, since Will's a little busy tonight, I'm going to go have a root beer float and sulk. And I don't care if you need me or not.