[ He knows that Brittany must be hurting too. He knows, all of them, these little teenagers from that tiny little town, they're not used to being scattered like this. He remembers how much he ached at Dalton at first, but even then, all it took was a couple of hours to find home again. But Kurt can't completely detach himself from his own hurt when his arms close around Brittany's shoulders, a shaky breath passing through his lungs. ]
Not really. Guess that means we'll both be looking for something to keep us busy, doesn't it?
[she hugs him tightly, and it's nice. her cute little kurt doll; she really does love him. and she misses him. she misses all of them being together. it's not quite the same as it was, especially not now.
she's just trying to keep herself together right now.]
I'm sorry, Kurt. Yeah...but I don't know what. I don't know if I want to go to Glee club anymore.
It's almost ironic, isn't it? How I spent so long dreaming about getting out of there and now I almost. I feel like I want to go back and start over and... enjoy the time more while we still had it.
[ He hugs a little tighter, almost an apology for continuing along this topic. ]
I wish we could rewind. But maybe now you can start over in New York? At least...at least you have somewhere without the reminders to start over.
[that last part is quiet, and sad, and her eyes fall down with it. it was hard enough before being at school with all the reminders of santana. now she has to be there with reminders and a broken heart]
Yeah, I'll be... I'll certainly be able to focus on my work, that's for sure. But you know, if you ever want to come out and visit, I'm sure that Rachel wouldn't mind hosting you for a weekend or two. There's a lot of exciting sights out here that you can lose your mind in.
idek.
[This is the first time Santana's actually happy her mun agrees with her on something.
That was just awful]
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[awful is a small word for what that was. britt would be just fine with ignoring it forever.]
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[Santana has oh so many words for what that was, but she's trying not to go all Lima Heights]
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Don't...don't be sad, Santana. We'll fix it.
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[Just...ugh]
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...Some things happen for the best.
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How is it the best? I feel the worst.
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Because, better this then you end up hurting even worse by..doing something else.
[ Sebastian was a big cheater. But he was normally the person someone was cheating with, not the person cheating. But he knew the logic behind it.]
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[she'll just be moving forward and attaching herself to Kurt now]
Are you okay?
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Not really. Guess that means we'll both be looking for something to keep us busy, doesn't it?
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she's just trying to keep herself together right now.]
I'm sorry, Kurt. Yeah...but I don't know what. I don't know if I want to go to Glee club anymore.
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[ He hugs a little tighter, almost an apology for continuing along this topic. ]
I feel like you had the right idea.
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I wish we could rewind. But maybe now you can start over in New York? At least...at least you have somewhere without the reminders to start over.
[that last part is quiet, and sad, and her eyes fall down with it. it was hard enough before being at school with all the reminders of santana. now she has to be there with reminders and a broken heart]
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