...IDEK. I resisted the urge to make a journal for, like, two months.

[princeofhopeless]

you couldvve i dont knoww ignored me or somethin
youre really fuckin good at that
you dont really like me an i cant say im thrilled to be here either
so wwhy evven make the fuckin journal at all
i dont get it
an dont say you wwant to "explore my character" or wwhatever the fuck that means
you dont havve to fuckin like me
wwho needs to be liked by an asshole like you
the last thing either a us needs is your goddamn ocd out a hand
...
just because youvve only noticed me noww doesnt mean i just got here
okay
ivve been in this stupid corner a long stupid wwhile
im fuckin dead so wwatchin is like the neww thing im so fuckin great at
its not a goddamn crime noww is it
your ridiculous naggin about my awwesome cape on the other hand...

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[princeofhopeless]

fef you dont understand no one understands shes crazy an she hates me
an wwhat do you evven care you dont givve a fuck anywway
no one does

[cullscuttlefish]

If I didn't give a fuck, would I be replying to t)(is? No. I would not.

So. W)(at are you going to do? Are you going to w)(ine about )(ow your mun supposedly )(ates you? Mine likes me, and yet at t)(e plaice s)(e sent me, s)(e's still krilled me four times. So.

[princeofhopeless]

wwas that supposed to make me feel better because it didnt like at all
actually i dont wwant her to like me she kills off the ones she likes
like the other one
poor fuckin stupid idiot but then hes a fuckin land dwweller hes got it commin i suppose

i dont evven knoww wwhat the fuck fef i didnt think youd be talkin to me after
you knoww
the incident

[cullscuttlefish]

You are positively impossibubble sometimes. It's like you're intentionally trying to reel in every little bit of negativity so you can wallow in it like a beac)(ed w)(ale.

It's still a version of you, rig)(t? You s)(ouldn't say t)(ings like t)(at about yourself.

...it's not like I've forgiven you for t)(at. But it doesn't mean I don't care.

[princeofhopeless]

im just bein reelistic okay realistic fuck im tryin to quit that

just barely an stop remindin me hes a fuckin spineless cowward wwho doesnt deservve half the nice shit that happens to him an doesnt get evven half as much bad stuff as he should
also he doesnt like my cape wwhat self respectin eridan out there doesnt like fuckin capes fef thats a fuckin sin a nature or some shit

oh